I take part in a lot of social activities, and host or organize a lot of activities because I love being around neat people. It’s sort of my counter-loneliness measure in my life, and keeps me from fretting about not being in a “serious relationship.”
This is funny because when I’m in a serious relationship I am usually trying to figure out how to keep it from causing such conflict with the rest of my life.
For all the running around and circles I run with, I tend to feel very peripheral, and that infuriates me. It infuriates me because it’s not true, but I still feel that way. I hate being wrong, but I know I’m wrong.