inside out

I’ve been feeling angsty about things like relationships and people, and it’s made me rather cynical today even though I’m in a generally good mood. This is both frustrating and odd since I’ve been having a great day, but I guess malcontent is not a prerequisite for a bad mood. While listening to a random mix up of music Eve 6 managed to make me feel a bit more connected to humanity with their lyrics:

I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart it in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I’m through with you

2 Responses to “inside out”

  1. HeartFulls » Blog Archive » Can the mere thought of relationships make us upset? Says:

    […] I was browsing through the “blogosphere” when I happened across eveninghawk’s post: I’ve been feeling angsty about things like relationships and people, and it’s made me rather cynical today even though I’m in a generally good mood. […]

  2. eveninghawk's blog Says:

    relationships, compromise, and more than a little angst…

    I had a talk with a friend over lunch today about people doing stupid things in terms of career and happiness for the sake of a relationship. I realized that most folks I know compromise more than I think is valid for the sake of keeping a relationship…

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